A Stone In Your Life

 Healing the Inner Child

I realized that I try to control the money. This is a mistrust that I have for him. I need to release it and let it go but first realize why the mistrust is there. I need to go back and think of past events starting from childhood with my dad all the way up to now Drew. After going through each memory, I need to recognize the hurt, have compassion for the other person and what they may have been going through, realizing they had their own inner wounded child that never got healed and forgive after each memory as it's brought up. To say it's ok that this happened to you but now realize it's in the past. Give forgiveness and move on to the next memory. 

The root for the control for money comes from the fact that my dad didn't provide and my mom always had to take control. I do the same in my marriage even though Drew provides. I think the mistrust comes because of my childhood but also because of the past mistakes he's made with money. 

I need to go back and think about the times I have been hurt since childhood with money. Where the mistrust started to begin with.