A Stone In Your Life

 5/21/22

I couldn't sleep so I

'm up early this Shabbat. I prayed for Yahuah's Ruach to come meet me this boqer. I listened to some worship songs and then I came across a video that was titled, "How to "think" like an Indian." 

The first video had 3377, the second 377 and the search results for 377 were 225. 

3377=Yareb. Yod, Resh, beyt. "contend, to contend, contender."

377=Ish. Aleph, Yod, Shin. "Man, and also to show oneself a man."

225=Uth. Aleph, Taw, Hey. "OT. Aleph and the Taw, A sign. To consent, to agree."

I have been seeing 3666 alot. I googled it this morning. This is the meaning:

3666=Kinah. Kaph, Yod, Nun, Ayin, Hey. 

Action meaning: To lower. Concrete: Bundle. Abstract: Humility. When a large bundle is placed on the shoulders the person is bent down low. [from: nk- gathering together a bundle. 

I was listening to the YouTube video about the Indian thinking and right when I read, "Humility," the Indian guy speaking said, "You have to stay humble." I think that's one of the most important things that we can do. No matter where we end up in life, whether we live in a cardboard box or live like King Dawid, we have to realize that we are allowed to have what we have. That goes with everything in our lives. The Father is allowing us to take our next breath, our next step, our next heartbeat and so on. We shouldn't take anything for granted because we are never promised tomorrow. This is something I needed to hear this morning. I stay in bitterness and anger alot over the circumstances of my life right now. I have been researching and watching lots of YouTube videos about Native Americans and their culture since going to Bethany's parent's house. Through Bethany's father, Yahuah awakened something in me. It made me finally realize that I needed to quit wondering about the culture and how they worshipped the Creator and actually search it out. That's what I have been doing and it has been changing me. They are such a thankful people. They give back before they take and always give thanks and say a prayer. They are "Humble" people. 

Discontentment, Dissatisfaction, etc. are all ways of not being thankful. It's a form of unbelief. It's a form of doubt, it's saying, "I'm going to be here forever and this is the way it's going to stay," and we go from content to discontent. This is what I have been doing. Thinking I am going to be here forever and it's going to be this way forever instead of just being thankful for what I have been given and also for the people around me. I realize we have to take the bad with the good. There's always going to be a Samech, a Thorn. I know it will be this way until Yahuah takes His breath out of my body. What I have to do is change my "thinking." Changing your mindset is changing your heart.  

If I put all the words together it could mean alot of things but one meaning that stands out to me is I need to show myself a man, so to speak and humble myself because I have the sign of Yahuah written upon my heart and He will not contend with me forever so I just need to realize this and humble myself and do it. When we get complacent, that's when we get lukewarm and Yahuah will not deal with that. He will deal with it by spitting us out of His mouth and that's not what I want for me. I need to repent of my sins, my ways. To humble myself in the sight of Yahuah so that He may lift me up.